Its 5am and am wide awake. Wondering with thoughts whether I’m addicted to love..or is this just a phase that will Escape!
My soul denies to accept the reality. My heart is wounded and i lost my sleep to know he is Guilty!
Well what more can i say Am out of words and lost in this darkness, waiting for the early dawn to wake me up and find a Way!
I hope the Morning comes with a new Story Cuz i dont want to be lied cheated or hurt for my life needs no games but only Glory!!
I dont want you to be overconfident when i tell you that my love for you is purely Unconditional. And i have learnt the power of an unconditional love. I found myself confused and sad at first when i realised that we dont have a name for our relationship. I would think for hours and hours questioning in my mind that why are you so unfair towards me? I felt helpless, lonely and depressed. I want you to know that i will knock your door 10 times but when you listen to the knock and still turn a deaf ear and not open the door for me, on the 11th knock i will turn my back on you and walk at a different direction. Yes! It will be a lonely path..but not an illusion
And this is the power i own from the unconditional love . You know i have learnt your truth, when i know your devil and you know mine.Lets stop this game of hide and seek, because eventhough youre hidding and am seeking for you i exactly know the hidden.
Iam lot more than you have imagined, i hold the power of intution not that iam overconfident but i have rediscovered myself and am still on the same path in this journey. I believe in myself, i push my limits, i count my blessings and always seek blessings from the almighty .
Yet another day i dont smell your fragrance from my body
Yet another day you left things unsaid
Yet another day you left me breathless
A journey which is incomplete without you
Yet you leave me undone
Yet another day passed when my eyes beauty werent felt by you
You kept me wanting for more and left me with a goodbye kiss
You stole your eyes from looking at me, yet another day i felt as if you were coming back for me.
Where to start…
And when to End?
They say Life is a vicious circle…Humans are bound by Karma – What goes around, comes around. Life for me is like a Mystery Puzzle game..where all the pieces are scattered and you gotto find each piece and attach it in order to form the entire picture. Just like the puzzle game one needs to find the Exact match so that it could attach and form the picture. So this game does teach you of the Right Attachments and thus we need to follow this one Golden Rule in our lives!
We as humans are easily attached to monetary things and the materialistic world but then what we need to understand is these attachments are just temporary. Attachment to ourselves and the Almighty is what is goin to last Eternal.
Life is Deep, Intense, fruitful, beautiful, gift which comes with a price….and this price is the Time! We humans need to value our time. Just like life is a vicious circle…the Clock comes in a Circle.
So its not that one night all of a sudden i decided to write a blog. I always thought of writing one but never took it seriously. Tonight i realised that am very good in expressing my emotions through Words. Yes i feel very liberated when i can write my thoughts down. So i just decided to download the WordPress app and visit a website which explains what is a blog and hey am so happy i did cuz this is exactly something i was looking for from a long time, am glad that now even i can write my thoughts down without any hesitation and knowing the fact that am not a writer or a pro in writing a blog. At times i may sound stupid, amature writer ..but hey, who cares !
I just found on the website saying that blog is your online diary…so now i know why i wanted to write a blog. I grew up as a very lonely child so diary was my then best friend and then i got busy wid my carrier, relationship so i got parted away frm my best friend for a while….
But hey am glad i came across to my bestie once again.Now i plan to continue our friendship for a lifetime (fingers crossed) 🙂